Deeper into Submission
The kink world had always intrigued me, but it wasn't until I encountered Lady Sokha that I truly grasped what I'd been missing. Past experiences with cam sessions and self-proclaimed "doms" left me disillusioned. It was a whole new world to navigate.
One of the first hurdles was deciphering the multitude of acronyms used in the community. BDSM was straightforward enough (Bondage, Discipline, Sadism, Masochism), but others required some investigation. Cuckolding, for instance, had a whole new dimension beyond casual usage. The concept of watching my Mistress with another human was initially perplexing, but now it's an undeniable turn-on.
CBT, or Cock and Ball Torture, has always held a strange allure. It's a primal desire, and Lady Sokha wholeheartedly embraces this part of my kink life. We even purchased a cattle prod, though we're both hesitant to use it until we find someone experienced with it. Just the sound of her laughter when she inflicts pain is music to my ears. She calls my moans "slave noises."
Getting to know Lady Sokha is a constant adventure. She has kinks that I'm willing to explore. Pegging, for one, is a challenge. I'm struggling to relax enough to let it happen, but I was recently advised to try singing during the experience. FTT, or Full Toilet Training, is another intense kink she enjoys. I'm not sure if I'll ever fully embrace that one.
Writing openly about these acronymsβBDSM, Cuckolding, CBT, Pegging, Scat, FTTβfeels liberating. It's a step towards owning my desires and embracing this exciting journey with Lady Sokha.
Sincerely,
Lady Sokha's slave